Congratulations to TORI H., the winner of the random drawing for a copy of Ellen’s book, The Whispers God Gives. I sent you an email, so please respond ASAP with your mailing address so Ellen can get that autographed book right out to you!
How did I choose a winner? I use Random.org, and it generates a number based on how many entries. This time it generated the number “1,” and Tori was the first entry in this giveaway. That’s unusual but truly random.
If you did not win but would like to purchase this awesome devotional, go here:
I’m over-the-moon excited about sharing this interview with an Andi fan whom I have known for several years. Contest winner, contest judge, and ghostwriter, she’s been a strong right arm for me. Ellen is also the author of a devotional book for teens. She is giving away a copy of The Whispers God Gives to one lucky winner. Read the interview below, then enter the giveaway by sharing your favorite Bible verse or by asking Ellen a question.

- MRS. M: Hello, Ellen, and welcome to the blog! I am excited to be doing this interview with you. Why don’t you go ahead and introduce yourself to our readers?
- ELLEN: Absolutely! I am a homeschool high school graduate, and now an English major and online writing tutor at Regent University. I have been a committed Andi fan for 5 years, ever since I got my hands on a used copy of Andrea Carter and the Dangerous Decision when I was almost thirteen. I loved that book so much (particularly the scene where the Carter brothers recover Andi after Jed has taken her hostage . . . I committed that scene to memory). Now, my favorite Andi book is Yosemite at Last: And Other Tales from Memory Creek Ranch.
- MRS. M: Tell us a little bit about your writing journey. When did you first start writing?
- ELLEN: I’ve been writing practically since I first learned how to spell. Even when I was younger, I was serious about publishing. I remember one dark, stormy night many years back, when my siblings, dad, and I were huddled in my sisters’ room to wait out the bad weather, I clutched the worn, crinkled stack of notebook paper upon which I had been writing my most recent story (about a teddy bear that came to life, I think) and promised Dad, “This story is really good. It will have to get published. It’ll just have to!” And Dad, being the wonderful, patient, supportive dad that he is, didn’t try to discourage me; he simply answered, “We’ll see.” Well, that story, like many of the others I started, didn’t get finished, and sadly, most of those unfinished stories found their way into the trash. (Advice to all the young writers out there: don’t throw away your work! Years later, you’ll want to come back to your beginning stories and see how far you’ve come, and how God could use even your childhood writings to grow you.) Much of my earlier work was cringey, but comical . . . like when I wanted my characters to hurry up and get married and have children, so I had the guy propose without even knowing the woman’s name. Oops. My writing has improved with age, of course, but I definitely still make my fair share of mistakes. But that’s what the editing stages are for.
- MRS. M: How has being an Andi fan impacted your journey as a writer?
- ELLEN: It’s impacted me greatly, and in ways I never would have even expected. I wrote my first fan fiction story when I was nine years old and entered it in the Circle C annual contest. My story didn’t win, and with good reason! As I already stated, much of my earlier work was pretty cringey. I had Andi eating Oreo cookies and PB&J sandwiches and drinking from bottles of grape juice! (If you would like to read that story and you’re in the mood for a good laugh, I posted it up on my blog at this link >> Check it out.) But then when I returned to the Andi books 4 years later, my life changed big time. God opened doors to amazing opportunities, and looking back now, I’m in awe to see how far He’s brought me!
- I started out as an anonymous fan on the blog in early 2017, reading every one of your posts but commenting only occasionally. The second official fan fiction story I wrote was “A Blessing from Tragedy,” which I entered in the 2018 Circle C annual contest (ages 10-13) and won second place. (click here >> and scroll down to page 44 to read the winning story). I was absolutely thrilled, to say the least. My next story was a fan fiction, Missing Scenes from Dangerous Decision >> (that story still holds a special part of my heart). Then I entered the 2020 annual contest and won first place in the 14-17 category with Lead Me >> (scroll down to page 77 to read it). Soon I was writing for you, editing some of your books, and then doing something I had only dreamed of doing for years: judging in the annual contest (ages 10-13 category). With every step I took in my writing journey as an Andi fan, I felt my confidence grow and my future solidify as I realized God was calling me towards something bigger than my own dreams: a B.A. in English and a career as an editor, two passions you helped me discover with your encouragement and support.
- MRS. M: What’s the hardest part about writing for you?
- ELLEN: Probably waiting on God to give me the words and inspiration I need. I tend to be someone who wants to get things done on my own timetable, but I find that He blesses my work more when I wait for and rely on Him to lead me . . . even if it feels like it takes a while.
- MRS. M: What’s one of your best pieces of advice for an aspiring author?
- ELLEN: Pray. I know this may sound like the cliché response, but I mean it from the core of my being. Pray about everything—pray for your content, your inspiration, your steps into the publishing process . . . and ultimately, pray that God will use your work to bring Him glory. And then (also very important) expect Him to answer your prayers, because He always does . . . sometimes in ways you would never even expect but will absolutely blow your mind away.
- MRS. M: That’s awesome that you wrote and published a devotional book while you’re still a teenager. When did you first start writing these devotions, and did you think you would publish them in a book someday?
- ELLEN: Thank you! It was truly God at work in me, though, because if I had listened to my flesh, it would have been several more years (if ever) before The Whispers God Gives was written.
- The process began when my mom suggested the idea of a devotional book for teen girls to me. “Think about it, Ellie—a devotional for teens written by a teen,” she said. “It would be a bestseller.” I nodded and promised to try, but my heart wasn’t into the project. So, when my first attempt at writing a devotional book fell flat, I had no issue pushing it away.
- Only a short while, later, however God showed me He had different plans in store for me. I was thrown into a harder season of life that left me drained, frustrated, and hurting. Desperate to find healing, I took a 40-day Internet fast and buried myself in God’s Word. It was during that time that God really pressed the idea of a devotional book on me and granted me the inspiration I needed so that I could pour heart and soul into writing it. A couple months later, The Whispers God Gives was complete (well, almost . . . the Epilogue was added on a year afterwards, right before publication). I knew from the beginning that I wanted to publish this book, but I wasn’t sure how.
Can you tell Ellen is a super-charged Andi fan?


The rest of the interview!
- MRS. M: Why did you decide to self-publish?
- ELLEN: I submitted a proposal for my book to a few different publishing companies but each one turned me down . . . one publisher took eight months to tell me, “Sorry, but your book isn’t quite what we’re looking for right now.” I had a good cry, then straightened my shoulders. I knew God wanted me to get my book out there, so I prayed about it and decided to forge ahead with self-publishing. I hired an editor (you) and planned my release date for April 21, 2020, exactly one year after my return to the Internet. Now, I am grateful I went with self-publishing.
- MRS. M: Were there any discouragements along the writing/publishing process? If so, how did you deal with them?
- ELLEN: Yes, like I said above, I faced rejection from publishing companies and the mark of a red pen on my manuscript. Waiting eight months to hear back from a publisher only to have them tell me “No” was discouraging. Later, I ordered the proof (print) copy of my book from Kindle Direct Publishing (KDP), and it was fine. But when I went to make it available on Amazon.com, KDP suddenly informed me that my cover had an issue uploading. So, I did not get the print copies exactly when I would have wanted to. Also, I published my book around the start of the COVID pandemic, and the subsequent lockdowns squashed many of my initial plans for marketing. Through it all, however, God was continuing to grow me and using these discouragements to teach me that He is sovereign over every detail of my life and I have to have full dependence on Him.
- MRS. M: Tell our readers a little bit about The Whispers God Gives!
- ELLEN: There’s a quote that says if you want to read a book that doesn’t exist, you have to write it yourself. That’s essentially what I hope to have done with The Whispers God Gives.
- Prior to and during the time that I was writing my book, I searched for existing good, solid devotional books for teen girls on the market and the results surprised me. It should not be so hard to find a devotional book to which any teen girl can relate, whether she’s 13 or 19 (or any year in between), homeschooled or public schooled, and that focused on real, everyday issues teen girls face in a compassionate, understanding way that always pointed back to Christ . . . right? Apparently not. I wondered how many girls and their parents were disappointed by this.
- As I was healing from a broken friendship at the time, I knew how important it was to me to have someone who truly ‘got’ what I was going through. The same applied to any other problem I may have been dealing with, such as letting the past go, doing my chores without complaining, etc. I wanted to be real with my readers about my struggles and what God was teaching me through them. Since I was still a teenager, I hoped that they would find my words to be especially meaningful and encouraging.
- The devotions in my book are short, each taking no more (and probably less) than five minutes to read. I liked to use real-life stories to help hit every message home (e.g., my baby sister clutching a soggy pretzel and refusing to let go is like us holding on to our past and therefore not fully embracing all God has planned for us in the future). Reviewers have said the content in my book is clean enough to hand to a younger child and relatable enough to hand to older women as well as teens. It has blessed my heart so much to witness how God has used this book in others’ lives.
- MRS. M: What do you hope readers will take away from your writing?
- ELLEN: My earnest hope is that readers will walk away from The Whispers God Gives filled with a renewed sense of assurance that God can and does work through all things for our good and His glory.
- MRS. M: What do your upcoming projects look like?
- ELLEN: Right now, I am keeping busy with college classes. God allowed me to secure the job of online writing tutor at Regent University before I was even a college freshman, so I plan to work hard at my job (and at my classes) in the upcoming fall semester. At some point, though, I would love to write another devotional book and/or complete my first Christian fiction novel. But we’ll see where the Lord leads.
- MRS. M: One last-but-important question. Where can readers get their hands on a copy of your awesome devotional?
- ELLEN: I’m glad you asked. The book is available on Amazon right here >> in print and Kindle formats. (Note from Mrs. M. A very reasonable $7.99 for print and $1.99 for Kindle.)
- MRS. M: Thank you again for coming on the blog and chatting with me!
- ELLEN: It was my pleasure! Thank you so much for having me!
Enter Below to Win Ellen’s Devotional

Note: This giveaway has ended.
Ellen is giving away a print copy of her teen devotional, The Whispers God Gives, to one lucky winner. Enter the giveaway by commenting with your favorite Bible verse or by asking Ellen a question (or both). Contest runs one week, Tuesday, August 9 through Monday, August 15. Winner announced Tuesday, August 16, 6pm Pacific Time. US mailing addresses only.
Important note: Do NOT forget to include your first name and an email address in the boxes BEFORE you submit your entry. Anonymous entries will NOT be included in the drawing.


Oh wow! I love your blog Ellen!
This interview is so fun to read!
My favorite Bible verse is probably
Proverbs 3:5-7
But it’s hard to choose!
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Ohhh darn it loaded with out me putting my email in it.
It’s in this comment 😊😉
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Ellen your devotional has really blessed me and I am going to let another friend read it. I hope you’ll write another soon that digs a little deeper. I too have had a lot of hurt and letting go of the past is my hardest struggle! blessings on you and your family keep writing!
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Thank you for sharing, Anonymous! I am so glad to hear that God used this book in your life. I pray it will be a blessing to your friend, also! ❤
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With no name and no email (see giveaway instructions in the post!), I cannot enter you into the drawing to win the book. Sorry!
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Ellen, my favorite verse is Isaiah 41:13. Although I didn’t win I wrote Love, War, and Peace in 2021 and it’s on this blog. It’s not what I just wanted because I was limited on words but I would love for you to read it and leave an honest review. It’s under my mom’s name Alison.
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You need to find the actual URL link and post it with your comment so Ellen can easily find it. 😉
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Hi Ruth Anne! I am excited to read and provide feedback on your story and will do so as soon as possible. 😊 Thank you for commenting!
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I’m not sure if I have a favorite verse but my sisters favorite verse is Matthew 5:16
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https://ranchfanfiction.blogspot.com/p/love-war-and-peace.html?m=1
Here is the link to the story Ruth Anne F wrote. 😊
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Great!
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Wow this is cool. I can’t find what book and chapter it is in but one of my favorite verses is
How precious also are they thoughts unto me oh God, how great is the sum of them.
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My favorite verse is Matthew 5:14. ” Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hid.”
Do you read your book every once in a while? What is your favorite verse?
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Thank you for commenting and sharing your favorite verse, Lizzy! I love that verse as well.
I do reread my book on occasion. And my favorite Bible verse is Matthew 20:28: “…the Son of Man came not to be served but to serve, and to give His Life as a ransom for many.” It’s also a verse I included in one of the 30 devotions in my book 😊
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Psalm 62 1 and 2!
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Ellen, I been in many of the same situations. I had a hard time letting go and I was angry at God and questioning Him. I lost my baby sister in 2020. I had been praying for another sibling for a long time (I already had four others but they were growing up.) But on June 9th we found out she was no longer with us. I was hit hard. At night in bed I would scream and cry out at God. My heart would hurt so much. But then one night as I was crying, God whispered to my aching heart that everything would be alright and he would heal me. He asked if I trusted Him enough to let Charlotte go into His arms. I responded, “Yes Lord; I’ll trust you.” Then I could feel God’s arms wrap around me. I can’t explain how amazing it felt. He healed me from the bitterness I was holding and now I’m His child and awaiting the time when I’ll see my little sister in heaven.
My favorite verse is Jeremiah 29:11.
What is your favorite song? Mine is My Jesus by Anne Wilson.
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I went through something similar when I was younger. It’s amazing how God can cut through all the confusion and anger and silence it all.
I’m sending prayers your way!🙏
I’d say my favorite verses are (I can’t pick just one!) Philippians 4:7 and John 16:33
And if we’re doing favorite songs, I’d also say My Jesus and Be Thou My Vision.
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Thank you for your prayers Anonymous! Yes God knows how to make His way into our stubborn hearts even when we are hurting the most.
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With no name and no email (see giveaway instructions in the post!), I cannot enter you into the drawing to win the book. Sorry!
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@Emma
I am so sorry😭
My mom had 3 miscarriages when I was little. I do not remember them very well but I know it was a hard time for my family. I am so sorry that that happened but I know that we will see our siblings in heaven😊. BTW my fav song is “My Jesus”by Anne wilson. We named the baby’s Sunny, Autumn, and cookie.
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Oh Ellie B.! It gives me so much hope and strength to know that I’m not alone in this struggle. I can’t wait for the day when we will see all those we loved and lost in the presence of God! Prayers going towards your family that that God would be with you through everything because I know that no matter how long the years since you’ve parted with them the pain will always be there. But God does heal us. Pain is a reminder that earth isn’t our real home. “He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.” Rev 21:4
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Emma, thank you so much for sharing! I am sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you and your family. I can totally understand your feelings of bitterness and anger. It is a comfort to me, though, to know that even when I allow those kinds of feelings to take root and fester in my soul, my God is still with me; He is faithful, He loves me, and He “hold[s] my right hand”, as Psalm 73:22-24 states. Letting go can sometimes be a HUGE struggle, but our God promises never to let us fight our battles alone. I am praying for you, that He will continue to give you strength, help you trust Him, and give you peace ❤
"My Jesus" is a great song! I especially like the version where both Crowder and Anne Wilson are singing it. My favorite song is "Voice of Truth" by Casting Crowns, as it met me during a harder season of my life, when I was dealing with really rough anxiety attacks. Like you, I was lying in bed one night silently struggling when God allowed a lyric from that song to whisper in my heart: "but the voice of truth tells me a different story…the voice of truth says, 'do not be afraid!'" All of Casting Crowns' songs are marvelous, but Voice of Truth will always be my favorite ❤
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Thank you for the prayers! Many blessings to you! You’re a wonderful young woman who had surely blessed other people in her life! And God is always with me even though we are such selfish, ignorant people.
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Is it possible to win a ebook of the devotional? Or a gift card…?
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No gift cards. The prize is a book. 😉 I will ask Ellen about giving away a PDF version to a second winner, but no promises
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Hi! I am sorry, but I am currently not giving away e-books. If you are a US resident, you are more than welcome to enter the giveaway for a chance to win a paperback copy of The Whispers God Gives!
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However . . . With no name and no email (see giveaway instructions in the post!), I cannot enter you into the drawing to win the book. Sorry!
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Hi Ellen! My favorite verse(s) is 2 Corinthians 1:5-7!
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Can people outside of USA enter?
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I’m afraid that prizes are shipped to U.S. addresses only. I believe that was stated in the giveaway information.
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How old are you, Ellen? Your book sounds amazing. I would love to get a copy. I think it’s so great that you are using your writing talents for God’s glory.
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Hi Annie! Thank you! I am 18, but I was 15 (almost 16) when I published The Whispers God Gives. I hope you’ll be able to read my devotional book someday, and that if/when you do, it will be a blessing to you!
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Isaiah 40:31!
And what is your Christian-fiction book about?
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Psalm 23!
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Wait…there were old CCA covers? What did they look like? and i’m not amercian…can i still enter?
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Yes, they were the original covers when the books first came out in 2005. For the 10-year anniversary special, the books were updated starting in 2015 and given new covers.
And you can only enter giveaways where the prizes are digital, and if you don’t include an email, I have no idea who you are or how to contact you.
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Ooo, how does it feel to have a self – published books, Ellen? Awesome, or what? Also, which company did you use for printing?
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It does feel pretty awesome . . . especially because I can look back and see God’s hand at work throughout the process.
I used Kindle Direct Publishing (KDP). Do you hope to self-publish a book of your own someday?
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With no name and no email (see giveaway instructions in the post!), I cannot enter you into the drawing to win the book. Sorry!
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Thank you A.D! I just saw what Mr.s M wrote about me posting my story.
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Emma, I’m so sorry! You should read the words to safe in the arms of Jesus. Written by Fanny J. Crosby when she lost her only child.
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Thank you Anonymous! I’ve heard of that song and would sing it to myself when it would get tough. Another of the songs I would sing is the hymn ‘Lord I Need You.’ I wrote it in a letter to my mom before she found out Charlotte wasn’t with us anymore.
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I like the whole book of psalms!! What is you favorite thing to do, Ellen?
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Hi Jenny! Good question. Some of my very most favorite things to do include spending time with God, editing, reading, writing, hanging out with my family, and tutoring students 😄 I also really enjoy taking walks and jogging.
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Hi Ellen! My favorite verse is Psalms 27:4.
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With no name and no email (see giveaway instructions in the post!), I cannot enter you into the drawing to win the book. Sorry!
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Hey Ellen! My fave verse is Ephesians 2:10!
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Hi, Ellen I have read some of your stories and they are soooo good thank you for writing them!!
My fav Bible verse is psalm 23!!
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Hi Ellen I know what it is like to have a broken friendship. I had this friend I had for years. My best friend but she turned out to be not so good. I was broken for a long time and finally got over it but it was hard and I am glad God helped me through it. Sometimes it is still hard to think about her sometimes but I thank God that he helped me through it😊. And I am trying to make more friends. (BTW I have 9 siblings 5 brothers and 4 sisters😊)
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Ellie, thank you for sharing. To be honest, while I praise God that He could use even a broken friendship to draw me closer to Him (and to produce a heartfelt teen devotional book that has encouraged others), I still sometimes battle feelings of hurt and betrayal that were caused by my friend when we parted ways a few years ago. Through it all, however, God proves Himself over and over again to be the truest of friends, and He has promised never to leave me nor forsake me (Deut. 31:8). I am so thankful that you depended on Him to see you through this harder season of your life; keep trusting Him and coming to Him with your heart . . . He urges you to pour it out before Him and allow Him to be your refuge ❤
"Trust in Him at all times, O people; pour out your heart before Him; God is a refuge for us" (Psalm 62:8).
p.s. That's awesome that you have so many siblings! I have 5 sisters and 3 brothers, and I love them all so much 😀
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My favorite Bible verse is Joshua 1:9.
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My favorite verse would probably be Isaiah 40:8. It says “The grass withers, the flower fades, but the word of our God will stand forever.” But there are so many verses in the Bible, it is hard to choose just one.
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❤️ My favorite verse is Psalms 118:21. I really love your blog, and love how you have a big family (I’m the oldest in mine and have 5 younger siblings) 🙂 Anyways I loved reading the interview!
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Hi! I honestly have a lot of favorite Bible verses, but my top favorite has to be Psalm 118:21. 🙂
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I’m noticing a LOT of entrants have not included their email addresses in the box BEFORE you submit your comment, plus you have not provided a name. So I’m afraid anyone who has not provided a name and/or an email address will not be included in the drawing next week.
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So how many entries actually are there?
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Just the original entries. I do not count all the replies you guys are posting with each other. And only entries that included an email in the box before submitting.
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Mrs. M
So do we have to post our email?
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No. It goes in the box BEFORE you push the submit or post button
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So you can see my email right now, right?
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Yep, when I go into my admin view. 😉
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Thanks😊🤪
Just making sure.🙂
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My favorite verse is Psalm 46:10. “Be still and know that I am God”.
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Do you have my email, Mrs. Marlow? (the comment above.). Just checking
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You never filled in the email box…. Again. 🤔
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Mrs. M. is this the interview the one you were talking about from an earlier post when you asked us for question suggestions?
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No, that is for the interview with me. 🙂 “Ask Mrs. M” parts one and two. It’s coming.
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Okay
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I meant in my entry. There isn’t a email?
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You did not leave an email address in the box before submitting the comment, so I could not enter you in the giveaway.
Instructions are always in the post.
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CONGRATULATIONS Tori!!
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Congratulations Tori! I’m so happy for you!
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Congrats Tori!
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I was soo suprised and happy when i got the email saying i won!
The book just arrived yesterday and i am so excited! i have already started reading it and it so very good! Ellen is such a talented writer!
Thank you Ellen and Mrs M for the wonderful book!!
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Yay congrats, Tori~
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WOW! lost of books too! i have all of them even the Goldtown!
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